A Simple Childrens game

that one thread of us has weakened to such a point its nonexistent
where did this friendship fade?
i feel as though its primary due to my own lack of interest
how i took it upon myself to forget the world
but i didnt mean to unravel the thread this thin

never in my mind did i want us to reach this point
i have pushed so many of you away with barely no effort at all
the denial of my own life created a vagueness
the in ability to have any energy for life
i drained myself out along with friendship

i dont want to let go
i'm trying desperately to tug on this rope to keep it close
but wont the tugging just aid in the tear?
i guess i should just let go
shouldnt i?