meaningless squiggles

Another restless night
sleep being far from the mind though the clock ticks to dawn
upset once again by some pathetic dream of what one could call a chance
another idiotic emo poem displaying the so called "dark side"
all stupid ideas of attention craving characters

but what else would one do when reaching such a strong point
the realization that whatever i am to do
dreams dont come true

dreams are dream
wishes wishes
all some stupid idea created by the hopeless mind begging for satisfaction
it makes no sense.

whats the point of wanting to love
just so you can have some void
a longing that will never be fulfilled

in a world where acceptance of traditional orientation is broken
a place where you can never know if the oppostie sex is attracted to you
the idea that boy is with girl and vice versa

theres is seriiously no point
no point to dream of some fictional perfect male sweeping you off your feet
i rather settle with the truth of loneliness than be disappointed with high hopes

romance was created for the porecelain dolls of this world
perfect in every way of thier youth
but they too will one day see the not-so-hidden truth
when thie little figures slip and eyes sag

love is just a word
a word is just a bunch of letters
letters are just symbols
that symbolize absolutely nothing but squiggles
squiggles...the same thing we do to occupy boredom
boredom